January 2010
11 posts
I’ve said Never
I’ve said Always
I’ve said yes
and I’ve said no
and my answer has changed countless times
this makes me feel certain of nothing
but tonight while driving
my heart began to race
I realized I’m reserved
I found I hold back
And it’s my life I’m holding back on
Tomorrow I’m giving it back.
1.18.10
My world has stopped.
It’s like I am all alone
And my world can’t move until he’s here again.
I have to find my own way again.
Learn to function on my own again.
It’s sad right?
I feel like my world is empty without him in it.
It’s all those cliches and cheesy words.
They fill my soul and make my heart cry.
It’s heartbreaking being away from love.
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cold blood
I prepare myself for the cold winter
My hands will surely freeze without you near.
It’s time to open up old drawers that contain my gloves and scarfs.
The wool and cotton won’t protect me like you do.
The night is dark.
The sun will surely rise.
This city will be empty.
Empty without you.
Let’s retreat back to wooden desks.
Back to tired eyes.
But please come back to...
I think he knows how much I love him.
But he has no idea how much that scares me.
2010
I think it’s about time for me to have my own dreams.
And live them!